Jerry, I couldn't read all of this as it was a very long post but I read several paragraphs and it seems like you have changed your life for the better, FOR GOOD! As somone who hadn't discovered you until 2 months ago I genuinely had no idea you had gone through some of these traumas and overcome so much. You looked almost unrecognisable to me in that first photo at the top! Please keep doing what you're doing and spreading the word about new exciting platforms! Thank you, Jerry.