I can sometimes see a future where I am better. Not completely, but able to enjoy life again. Want to try making it a reality.

I think this one is really important. If you're going to take control of your life, it's good to have an idea of where you want to go with it. Visualizing this creates a potential reality the universe will help you manifest. It's not necessary to have it all figured out, because your life is connected to all other life, which is continually developing. Orient yourself toward what feels strongly positive, but stay sensitive inwardly and outwardly.