...Sup Crickets?
I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF BREAKING DOWN AND THROWING A TANTRUM!
Not-Needed Warnin': I'm writing down whatever comes through my mind at the moment, so don't be warned... Just help me crack the code...
I shaved my beard before I post this, you'll know why I did that, or you won't, honestly, because I don't think it's Gonna make sense to you (Not you specifically though!)
I'm not me, only a shadow of myself, another version, soon to be updated.
Well, OK, I'm not sure what I'm doin' at the moment or why I'm doin' it, what is it? I looked at the mirror today "Know how bad that feels?"... I saw a big beard and a sweatin' face...
Have a Lol at this: I'm deletin' what I'm writin' now and retyping something else, therefore this isn't me speakin' so I'll let it go... And I'll laugh at this later today so yeah... Good stuff...?
Feels comfortable to not post this in a community, less-eyes, it's like I'm hidden, speakin' to myself... Speakin' of that; I Just realized I have so many posts like this one - Inside the Almost-Dead Brain of mine... Have a seat and listen to me speak! ...(so to speak)...
OK, I'm tryin' to be myself here so... Give me a moment to collect myself...?
"I never failed to make myself laugh, I never failed because I never tried."
Memories hit again, they keep rackin' up, "scattering like roaches..." there's more to say about this but, I don't want to :) ...so let's skip to the next Random...
THE TRAGEDY OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP - OR TAKE A BREAK
Here it Goes, thoughts and thoughts, write, wipe, and write again, swipe up and down to make sure everything sounds cool enough, and it'll not be... Just impossible...
Repeat the same process till you brainstorm... "Got declined", and I saw a dead cat the other day, thought to myself - Haven't you seen this before? What are you thinking about?
..MOVE ON!
I Got a New Hobby!
Hittin' the wall more than three times a day... there's more to say about this but, I hit my limit :) ...so let's skip the whole day and start over a new one with more walls to hit...
"I never failed to make myself laugh, I never failed because I never tried."
Stick a fork and a knife in me, I'm NOT done.
Sweet dreams are made of screams, un-censored scenes, and humans that can actually see... (so to speak)...
My back hurts like a bitch, I'mma take a nap, explore the world and the seven seas in a lucid-dream...
See You On The Other Side!
Curate your own comment on my behalf... Please?
Your writing is broken, staggered, emotional, sad yet inspirational. You write from the heart and soul, not so much the mind (and that is fine. That's what good art is, I think).
And as staggered as your writing is, it all just seems to come together and make sense.
I had to log into my wordpress (which I have abandoned since coming back here) because I was following and friends with someone who writes similarly to you. I think you would like this. Here is this persons wordpress blog: https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/111034255
Let me know what you think. I might be wrong, but this seems like your cup of coffee.
@anaclark
I feel like I should thank you for describin' this piece of writing, and if it makes sense to you, then I'm Glad that I'm able to let it out and someone Gets what I mean - 'Relatable' maybe? Thank you, Ana :)
I know what you mean... How do we speak metaphorical, yet still explain the truth... right?
If you knew the answer, you'd not been inclined to write this post. So... here's to more.
Off topic: How's the Secret coming?
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I'm now really curious about the "Secret" and what is coming along with that. Would you be so kind as to shed some light @stayten 😉? Another music project? 👀
Well, a hole in the Ground, I'd be so kind but, I lost my flashlight...
@stayten I just sent you a flashlight, go check for it. 😉😉😉
@wesphilbin - Off-topic? I think it's on point... Yea?
I LOVE THIS AND THE FACT ITS OUTSIDE A COMMUNITY IS A LOSS FOR THE PLATFORM
Go rant i will do the same, just to be released.
For you personally , we are here for you, and when you bang your head again dm me i will bang with you
OK then, Britt, we shall take the day off and have ourselves a HEAD-BANGING PARTY... How's that? !LUV
Where do we set the date, and you have to bring the music @stayten
At night, when the lights are out and the heads are quiet.
And the voices are **HUSHED****.....shhhhhhhhhh.....😜
I second this!💙
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Love back
Is this familiar @stayten?
Reminds me of a familiar tiger, an outcast one, tongue out, unseen (:
I love all tigers, no matter how they are perceived. 💙
You're definitely not done and I'd say, SCAREE not done! 😜😉😜
I'd say this is only a sneak peek (:
Sneak Peak WINK
Wink
Winky Wink
WOW, that's intense! What a trip! This line.............. 😉
Yep, that's how my day Goes... My back still hurts though!
Well, if you're going to keep hitting walls with that frequency, your back is going to hurt. Maybe some chill time?
You loop and weave here and it's a complex tapestry you have going on, btw.
Are you helpin' me crackin' the "code"? I mean, "chill-time" is not the best option to do that, is it?
I thought I'd give multiple options to expand your horizons. Is that helping you with crackin' that "code'? 😉
I never failed to crack the "code" ...now your turn? I'd reward you with a cookie if your answer is correct
The only way to crack the code it is to loop backwards and read in reverse. It all makes perfect codified sense then.
now shave your pubes and calm down
No can do, they keep me warm
Smart choice, hairless is over-rated by a very long curly shot.
😮 that's getting explicit!
Yay! 🤗
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I shaved aswell
You shaved all your hair off your head too? @stayten, what wild trend have you started? 😉😉😉
Wicked new community THE SHAVERS
That's shaving off so much excitement to share around!😜
🤣 Now, are there sound effects that go with that? Maybe @stayten could do a music track for it....hmmm 🤔
Would be a great track hahahah
You did, didn't you? I kinda figured since you dropped your #ThoughfulRantPost, wink wink.
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I would like to recommend that this post be tagged as #nsfw, especially because it is promoted on #Ecency. 😨
What's the NSFW factor here?
Your post is highly sensitive. 🤔 #nsfw is not only for adult material, but also for anything that should not be displayed on your computer whenever other people are looking. 🕵️♂️
I'm not saying that you should not make posts like that or promote it. 😐
@chrisrice
I'm fully aware of that - (Your post is highly sensitive.) OK, with all due respect, maybe you're the one sensitive to these kinda Posts/Rants?
If that's the case, I respect your sensitivity, there's a "Mute" button if you wish... But to mark it #NSFW? I'm not seein' that, maybe you can shed some light on it?
...BTW, why did you tag Chris if you don't mind me asking? (:
If other people (like those at the workplace) see your post (especially your images) on somebody else's computer screen, they would likely react negatively. 😨
@chrisrice is a free speech advocate, and I want to see his reply regarding your post. 😐
I see what're you getting at, they can easily scroll down and skip to another post... about "(especially your images)" well, it's some kinda visual art, and you don't like it and don't like the way it looks (to you) fair enough, that's not #NSFW then? - that's your point of view mate which I don't have any problem with, so skip it, scroll down, or whatever you feel like doin', and have a nice day... Appreciate your approach though :)
If it showed up only once or twice on my #Ecency feed, then I wouldn't have minded it. 🤔 The problem is that it showed up every few minutes I am using @ecency's front-end. 😐
It doesn't look like a #NSFW post to me @savvyplayer.
I don't see either with this.
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@chrisrice - Yes, that's what I've been tellin' him, there's none that'd Go into NSFW, appreciate your take on this :)
Goodmorning NOT SUITABLE FOR WORK can you please explain why this is sexual? Cause my shaving giphy was more sexy than the whole post @savvyplayer
Not all NSFWs are sexual posts. It also includes sensitive posts that are not suitable for being seen in public.
While your comment was definitely more #nsfw than the original post, I did not mind it because it does not keep showing up on my #Ecency feed every few minutes. Although your comment should have been tagged as #nsfw, I don't think that you can apply tags different from the original post in most (if not all) Hive frontends.
The Ecency team is currently developing a fix to prevent posts from muted accounts to show up on a user's feed when promoted using the Ecency Promotion feature. (https://ecency.com/@ecency/re-savvyplayer-202151t102941666z)
This is a decentralised platform
And you cannot decide if this is nsfw or not. And the fact you tagged Ecency and others is also not correct. If you don’t like it don’t follow , and only when you scroll it appears. And another tip maybe you shouldn’t open the blog while at work that will save you some trouble maybe.
I think AND THERE EVEN IS A RANT COMMUNITY that if somebody is brave enough to tell inner feelings and issues it’s to short sighted to just tell its nsfw , and I could have agreed with you that if the RANT WAS DONE NAKED and it was shared online YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN RIGHT. Not now. I appreciate people commenting but stick to the mute and unfollow button don’t put a wrong badge on a good blog.
Ecency might need to fix that muted blogs don’t appear but again this time your tag and commmet are not ok. Don’t judge just READ
See my first response to you at https://peakd.com/@brittandjosie/re-ecency-qsf7u0.
I will wait for your clarifications for my previous comment and this one.
@chrisrice @atma.love
Ummm, well yeah. That's what #FreeSpeech is, the ability to say things that other people don't like.
It's also like saying not to open Facebook at work, which most employers don't want their employees to do.
But on a real note, I don't think anyone would get in trouble for viewing @stayten's post at work, it's not nudity or violence, it's not even controversial, just an unusual image.
As for #3, I think you did a good job, and again, these are all just discussions, nothing wrong going on here . . but what is your criteria for #NSFW? @savvyplayer
Oh nice article.
I'm sorry you are having a rough time.
Don't be! Thank you! Take some !LUV from your favorite Bot!
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I am a hybrid type. I love butterflies and flowers and I love the dark. Meditation and love, horror and bravery. One could say that I am a strange example of modern day balance - yin/yang - black and white - dark and light - love and hate - pain and comfort.
My @kikicat is similar. She loves dark art. From the youngest of her age, she preferred "Nightmare Before Christmas", "Frankeneaney" and "Coraline" (before I even inspired her to love dark art ... that was all on her).
I think that KiKi Bear would love your posts which is why I have unmuted you. After Mom-vestigating, I have seen nothing that I think is unacceptable. This is kind of her thing. Some people just love the beauty of the dark. Without those very people we wouldn't have the art, books, movies, (stories) an so on, that we do.
The world is beautiful - in light and in dark. In pain and in comfort. This is our truth. I allow my child to embrace and love it in a healthy way. <3
(still, I do mom-preciate your warning very much)
I Guess I can relate to that, well, the post obviously says I can relate... Yea?
Well, not sure how I'd respond to that @anaclark, Bless her heart, I should be careful next time not to throw Fs and Ss...? Just kiddin', I'm not to the one to be 'Limited' but, I do have some respect for others, thank you again for passin' by - and you're most welcomed to come visit me again, Grab a !BEER with you! (:
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I read it more times throughout the days to get it fully! That's why I'm writing you about it just now, I prefer to take my time with things that I care about rather than jumping on them quickly without giving them the right attention and time!
I liked it and I need to say that I actually felt your despair in those lines, I got goosebumps in some parts...
This hits deep...
That's the line where I got goosebumps...maybe because I read it singing in my mind and it hit me very hard!
I want to joint the people that offered you their support! So if you ever hitting walls and feeling like shit don't hesitate to drop me a DM and we can hit walls together!
A huge virtual hug to you and Keep staying 10! ❤️ 😎
PS: That pic looks sick and transmits kinda creepy vibes and I think it's perfect here!
Noted.