Epigenetics... Like an evolution of the self in one lifetime?

As for right now, I'm aware that we as beings are greater than the labels placed upon us. In my case, I find comfort in having "a definitive issue", instead of not knowing what could be wrong.

At some point in the future, I want to not be on medication whilst developing a stronger mental control on my actions as opposed to strictly acting on my feelings. There are times however, where great things spawn from my emotions combined with intuition.

As for the journey of my spirit, I'm only a child—fortunately possing the curiosity of one as well. Thank you for opening me up to realizing that the "chemical imbalance" isn't the definitive source but closer to an effect cause by it.

Hopefully in time, I will develop a deeper understanding of myself, likes, dislikes, values, and personality, and be able to rise up through internal strength alone. Don't worry, you are not preachy at all!

I do however need to collect more experience. I will reach out for further guidance :D