Hello. You wrote so much about urself in ur first post. Careful cause there quite a few nasty people here that could take advantage of ur 'sharing' nature, pretending to wish you good while in reality scam or trade you , involve in the 'hay market' (narkotics or other drugs as their distributor), prostitution or other monstrocities that they arrange to naive young or pretty girls or boys on net and irl. Wake up from ur dream that world is pretty and lovely place or u may see that not always u gonna meet kind people. There are those that would terminate your efforts from very start in independent thinking, education or schooling wishin u less 'well' ('ass source of wetness saw wellcum hear' etc - language could be more trapping than some can imagine). Th-ink . Hear peoples intentions and try not becoming their head (also have a few meanings) victim with ur pretty naive attitude at ur young age . I also had this 'simp attitude' when starting here with my introduction post, unaware some treat u like 'meat end greet off ass human' . Wake up!

Good luck on ur journey .Stay strong.