If you're comparing yourself with others and it makes you feel bad about yourself, then there's no reason why you should continue doing this.
Ay sorry naman, ang laki kasi ng insecurities ko kuya pero thanksgod kasi lately natatanggao ko na. Mas napapadali sakin yung nga bagay dahil sa dahan-dahan ko nang natatanggap
Little by little G you will be able to embrace it. Trust the kind words of people around you.