Many of you there wrote it's scream for help and the thing is not in therapy and it's in finding your own way out . I disagree. This post isn't a needing help. It just shows the life position. Yes, we can have a look into one dark soul. Yes, it's sad but it's normal to have no will and desire to stay here. There are such people, actually I have the same "problem" but when you get accustomed to this kind of your own thoughts everything becomes stable. Not good, not bad, just stable. People just can't understand that the only thing you really want is not to exist. It's beyond their comprehention because people don't accept somebody and something different and non-stereotypic