Everything can change in a second - 7/1

Have you ever had a good start of the day and everything changed in a second?
I had high hopes for 2020 and I was positive about it.That's why I even started this sort of journal ...writing each day.Hoping I will share with you guys happy and interesting things.Sadly today isn't the case. For awhile im not even sure if I keep writing here....need to move soon in natal town ,for a month or two(hopefully).Some unpleasant family events occurred.
What makes it even more sad that the person I need the most right now doesn't even know, or care and yet Im still feeling that need.
But on a positive note I hope all ends good and I will return with happy moments.