Thanks! Glad you liked it! Hmmmm, no, I think the problem is that Heaven as we imagined it doesn't exist. Heaven is right here on Earth, and it is simply aligning with your "higher self's purpose", that is, through genuine, open-minded, pure introspection, find out "who you are and what you came here to do", and then you get to "access" heaven on earth (since you are aligned with your purpose, nothing stands in your way anymore, you get exactly what you need to do what you came to do). Maybe read my articles on Perfect Symmetry and Transcendence, and the one on "Everything is Perfect", it might answer your questions.

To simplify: God won't let us play around with fire until we have understood how to use it correctly (that is, gain 100% mind power over reality). :-)