Great post @msgivings. This is very true for me. I am in a monogamous relationship right now and I struggle with that concept. It makes me feel trapped. I love her though and have been very open with how I feel but she does not feel the same way.

I have been very repressed because of the concept of monogamy and how its been push onto everyone. When I was young, I was given the impression that men who sleep with multiple women are bad. Now I feel like the more I denie myself the freedom of being with who ever I want in any moment, the more I dull myself inside. At this point I really dont know what to do cause I love the person I'm with but i just want the freedom to be with whoever I want.