I am sorry you are going through such things.
But relationship are always tricky. It never follows a linear path. I had my shares of failed relationship before I found the match. And the only thing I learned so far is there is no such thing as perfect match. But there is something called working towards a common goal.
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A perfect partner is a surely a fantasy, if that's the expectation one sets then disappointments are for sure. I am glad you found your match which you believe is right for you. True, these are the learnings until we come to where we belong.