Your story is very interesting and insiring. I equally have a similar experience like you when my business collaps, i feel like the world has ended but thank God i have friends and relative who keep encouraging me. I am happy that you have gotten over the incident and that you have move on with your life. With the experience you, you have join others to mode life, by being a public speaker. You will do well in your speaking engagement. I hope that one day,i will be able to overcome my own shorck and see reasons to tell my story to the world.