After going through "Ambivalence" period for 10 days in joining steemit i finally made my mind and joined steemit. This is how i won against. Wish i had done the same for others too. Like in case of mining. If i had started mining litecoin in FEB 2017 then it would have earned me a profit of 100x in FEB 2018. Looks like Ambivalence won here against me. Should have been decisive but sometimes life gives you challenges.