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oh this guy. so melodramatic. sorry to burst your bubble, but we are doing it all. and unfortunately, I feel, you are falling prey to the fatalistic mentality that was sold to you years ago. I know because I had it too. Mine lead me to want to die, 'this world sucked' I thought.

but then it hit me. if I didn't care anymore what would I do? then I found myself doing things that were dangerous and bit crazy. but, even tho I pushed myself, I noticed I didn't really want to die. I mean I tried really hard to keep myself alive.

so my point just being, your ego may want to die, but when that fades to the background, like it does in crisis like situations or high adrenaline situations (flying around a corner rated at 30 mph at 70 mph and you'll know what focus is!).

point being you aren't your ego, your ego is tired of the hypocrisy, but you can change all that, remember everyone that ever did anything changed themselves and set and example.

you are more powerful than you know, envision the life of your dreams, then walk towards it. nobody is stopping you, we limit ourselves.

lol, thanks for the pep talk sir. Next time ill do 100 around those corners

haha. don't know if that is the point, but that is when I finally let go of my mind and felt happy.

That's the most metal thing I'm going to hear for a while.

metal or mental ? Either way, I concur.