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Great question! Well, I guess society happened to me.
But I'm getting out.
I see myself as a man who is childish.
And I view aspiration to childishness as the highest aspiration a person can have.
Children are alive, bright, curious, loving and connected.
Being 'adultish' is the thing to fear :)
Most people are so adultish.

How do you feel about it?

There is more than I could say in a comment as this is a subject I've considered for many years, and know people who presently contend with depression. Perhaps I'll make a post about it.

I will say that I do agree that being a child is the way to go.