This Basically Has Alot To Do With The Lie That We Live In, The Obvious Manipulation Of Our Financial System And Alot Of Other Stuff And The Fact That There Is No More Privacy Makes It Even Worse But I Think That Someone Can Improve Him/Her Self Even Changing The Little Things Can Always Help And Will Eventually Achieve A Happier You ! BTW I Like Your Pic And I Find You Very Attractive And I Hope You're Not Really Considering Suicide Because I Believe Life Can Be Hard But You Won't Notice That When You Look At Things Positively :)