Great insight. I think kids are always naturally more prone to overlooking the process of 'who deserve this or who's better and who's not' in the long run than adults.

Anyway,I woke up looking for my muse. Yes, my muse.
Recently, I kind of lost my inspiration to write. So when I woke up this morning and saw a poem from @rensoul17, I felt I knew what I needed to do- I reconciled with my muse!
How did I do that?

I realized I have been doubting myself and searching for the wrong answers in the right places.
I was discouraged somewhere along the line and I allowed the criticism to get to me, and it drowned my motivation and raised my fears, so my pen started losing its ink.
Then I thought It was going to come back but it wasn't forthcoming, right then, I started doubting myself and looking for answers that have no questions. I shouldn't have questioned my potentials or abilities- they are always alive and more viable than I can ever imagine.
I was looking for the wrong answers at the right place- the deepest crevices of my creative mind.

Thank you for this insight today and the oppurtunity to share my morning experience @shawnamawna