All of your answers make sense but you are just not producing the correct word. You are doing great.
LOL, creative commons is going to be every round. I hope people check out http://maxpixel.freegreatpicture.com/ based off of these contest as you can find pretty much any image you need for anything.
I have one more guess before I give it a rest: muse
As in bloodborne is my muse when I feel like banging my head against a wall 😉
lol