To pay forward lessons, such that they may shorten others' learning curves.

I like to think that this is what I am striving for. I like to think that it doesn't matter what others think. And to a great extent, it is true. However, the underlying desire for approval is so deeply ingrained in my family tapestry, that it may take generations to weave its way out.

Acknowledging this doesn't make me a pessimist. On the contrary, an optimist see opportunity for growth and above all else I long to grow, to learn, to truly know myself well enough that I don't question my true intentions anymore.

Thank you for that little gem. I love how sometimes just one line can inspire an entire introspective monologue.