This is a very kind, motivating comment @twotoedsloth! I have no words to thank you for taking the time to let me know the steps you went through during your inner-journey.

Having clarity about what is going on in our heads is definitely an important step on a journey out of that state. However, things only become clear to those who are willing to see it.

You show incredible self-awareness, and I have no doubt that you will soon see yourself breaking this pattern of thinking and enjoying higher levels of subjective well-being :)

All the best to you!