I can't believe I believed him

in #proofofbrain3 years ago (edited)

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Are you sure it's not going to hurt?
I said
Oh yes, he said
As the needle went in deeper.
I squirmed as it relieved its load
And then further in it went
Are you sure
I said

Oh yes he said
As the skin tags got punched all the way through
A gaping hole

Are you sure?
Ah yes, I'm qualified
Are you sure?
Are you questioning me?

Are you..?

Silence.

And then
I am not sure
I have my doubts
I know I am not sure
And why ask the idiot
To self reflect?

Are you sure what I feel is okay
I said
Ah yes, I said as reverberations shiver
From the head to the toes
A bell rings itself
I hear my own chime

Oh yes
I feel what I know
No question
A centered self

I am supremely qualified
How am I sure?
It is I who lives my life

Are you?..

Shhhhh

Certainty

Of course I am sure

I'm not in the business
Of unpicking my own stitches
I am not afraid
To glimpse the naked emperor

Of course I am sure
Don't stand in my way
Coursing blood
Does not deny its own pulse