Many lack faith the reason they always have this fear or doubt about the future. Tomorrow isn't something we should worry about, the reason I always advise people to flow with life has it comes. All will be well if we are not caged by certain thought of fear or whatever it is. Indeed the opposite of fear is faith. We are to hold a strong believe that life will always be better even though things might appear bleak at the moment. I always love the optimist, those who hold certain positive believes that life will end well and that their worrying Changes nothing.
Strong faith you have got man. The kind of faith that we should have. Even though our believes may not all come through, it great have it regardless has too much doesn't in any hurt or affect the mind negatively. I believe after that day your faith must have really grown super and must have enjoyed that day with the free cash been doled out by your manager. Sometimes people just tend to do something good for us without them knowing why. Faith intend moves mountain.