That's about right.
The peak ups and downs are what you try to reduce and eventually it all looks straight from a distance.
Unless of course you are those mentally challenged fucks wanting to compete against little girls. Then that would mean the ups and downs don't exists because feelings..
Lol...you are such a serious fucker...
I've been called , hectic, crazy, relentless, immature, childish. First I've been called serious so it probably means I am getting mature now.