Are you german? I am too :) Never settle for less, focus on the man that you wan´t to be the things that you wan´t to write and the achievements you want to accomplish. I know the feeling of demotivation but i guarantee that the most developement happens when you do it anyways. I made an video to that topic it might interest you. Great video, dont stop. Tschüss :D
Yes, I am german. Did you watch my video? Because imo every german recognizes an other german speaking english instantly.
The problem is, that you can not hold your productivity at 110%. It is more like a sinus-function swinging up and down. Even if the focus is set and you have your goals in sight does not mean you will succeed easily without failing here and there. But overcoming failure is important and unavoidable on the road to success.
But there are still many things making it harder for us to achieve our goals, but are easily avoidable
Thanks for commenting & Grüße aus Frankfurt