I understand although for me I believe what you are afraid of is yet just another part of the "fear" system that's been put in place to deceive and control us all. This is a whole other conversation in itself. With that being said don't get me wrong about a creator. I can walk outside and see that one exists but I don't believe in man's version that has been forcefully shoved down humanity's throat for a mere couple thousand years. We're so much older than this and there is so much more to us. Again, another conversation. Anyway, I'd love to not pay taxes or to know exactly how to talk to a cop but they don't teach us these things for a reason. I get the gist of not incriminating one's self but like my grandmother always said a cop can kill you and get away with it. What advice do you have someone like me? How long did this process take for you before you became comfortable with it?