Please copy and paste this and put this in your blog. I am a huge fan of poker and have spent countless hours watching the majority of the players you mentioned play in numerous tournaments. It is great to hear the thoughts and mind set of a player as accomplished as yourself. I am sure there are a lot of poker players here on steemit who would like to hear your story. What happened to you was brutal and I can only imagine the what if's going through your mind as you laid in bed devastated. I'm glad you came out of it and are succeeding in your endeavours. Take it easy man!