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I am so sorry to hear that your hurt was so recent. It is always so painful but give time a chance to help heal your wounded spirit. You are not alone. Many, many people have gone through such hurt. My ex husband hurt me so deeply many, many years ago when our daughter was only 11 months old. The pain of betrayal went so deep that it actually took me about 5 years to heal a very bad wound. But through the years, I grew stronger, regained my self esteem and in retrospect, I was glad that we split paths when we did. I went on to have a more joyous and fulfilling life which I probably wouldn't have had if I stayed married. Only you can go through what you are going through but hopefully you will see the light at the end of this very dark tunnel and not let someone destroy who you are. Be strong, breath, cry and let it out. In time it will get better. My thoughts are with you during this time and I will send you positive energy to know that we all care!...Cabbagepatch

Thank you so much :) I see the light, I always do, my light is expression sharing with everyone my hurt helps me heal, it was just a small crush and will fade soon :D

Keep expressing because your poems are deep and inspiring! I am so glad that you are doing well via writing your poems. You have so much going for you with your unique and gifted soul. :)

I have a question as to why you never write, I think you would do really well, you always have such uplifting comments and you are a truly amazing person :)

What a beautiful question. I did one post about 3-4 weeks ago. It was my first blog called A Path Toward Inner Peace #1: The Beginning. But since then, I haven't done anything because I needed time to innately feel how to go about finding inner peace. I guess you can say I am very slow but steady. It's funny, but when I make comments to those who I sense are worth it, my words just flow out because of how I feel at the moment. It's so easy when it is so real. I also tend to not want to bring too much attention to myself. I guess I need to follow my own advise to others. You are a wonderful person for asking and I truly thank-you for it. Maybe one day soon I will write my second post. Who knows, maybe I can try my hand at writing poetry. I'm so glad our paths have crossed because you really are a very special young man who's whole wonderful life is before you! Again, thank-you for your touching question!.....Cabbagepatch

It's my pleasure. I hope you have a good day ahead of you :)

Ethan, I'm sorry to ask this but my daughter just did her first post today on steemit called Aria's Adventures #1: From Mountain to Sea, Come Explore Kauai With Me - Day 1. If you don't mind, can you check her post out @akemirayko? You don't have to vote but maybe a comment to give her happiness. I would really appreciate it! She's sensitive so I didn't want her to get discouraged if no one commented. Sorry to ask you this at this time. Thank-you so much if you do. Always, Cabbagepatch