I want to be
an old man who’s
not always avoided
life’s storms
but one who’s
weathered them
well enough
to remain whole

This part is often very hard in the life. Sometimes it feels that the life wants literally to break you. Sometimes I feel that the life wants to take away the things and/or the persons I love. Anytime I have happiness and love (in anyone or in anything), the life do everything to take these things from me. Nowadays I am literally risking my life to be with my Harris's hawk in a partially collapsed, not heated house, because no one allow me with my Harris's hawk in his/her house.