Wave of Despair: A Poem

in #poetry5 years ago

*It's a fascinating kind of feeling when you hear from a voice you'd lost hope of ever hearing from. Your seasoned touch can still send chills down my spine. It's sweet when you show me this kind of love, but it's painful when I have to pay back the love with a bowl of tears. I have nothing to give in return, you deserve more than what I bring to the table. Ours has always been a one way traffic, a U-turn in the same lane is equal to disaster.

Who said love is not all about giving gifts? Still it's not bad if you also dedicate a couple of moments thereafter for us to create memories. Time is the only thing I value the most, every second lost can never be recovered so every second you decide to spend with me I value it more than treasure.
The best gift you can give me is a smile, your smile put the city lights to shame.

No one ever said those words to me, I missed those lips. I mean those romantic words flying melodiously through your Angelina Jolie lips. Yet, sometimes I ask myself; why did you even break up whatever we had going? You were my first love. You shredded my heart into a thousand pieces.
I'm starting to lose myself in those bright eyes, I always reiterate to my friends that if God created a person in an hour or two, then you were exception. Actually, heeeded the whole day working on your prototype alone.
About that breakup I'd say let's just forget about it and focus on the future ahead. I'm sorry for everything just forgive me. I could trade everything I have just for your happiness.

Huh! Do you ever forget your first heartbreak!?
Yes! I can forgive, but how do I forget.? Forget the pain that baptized me into a great and I struggled to love again. Talk about trust, I'll never even trust myself. How is it love if it will disappear one day without notice?

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