Molestation.
Lost innocence.
Lost childhood.
Lost identity.
Fear.
Anger.
Confusion.
Lost dreams.
Lost hopes.
Lost security.
Salvation!
Found God.
Found my soul.
Found my identity.
Peace.
Happiness.
Love.
Found purity.
Found sanity.
Found forgiveness.
Sorry, for your suffering and glad to learn you found purity in the end—your natural state. Stay blessed _/|_
Thank you! It's taken a lifetime.
To have found G_d, a lifetime is small change... Lucky you!