King Is Gone

King is gone
You were such a strong man
You were a gentleman
You were kind
With an open mind
I am sorry I wasn’t close to you
But I hope you know how much I love you
I feel sad
And bad
That I wasn’t there to show how much I care
What you went you was not fair
My heart is filled with pain
And regret
For not being there during your last days
And that is something I will never forget
I still have bad dreams
I wake up shaking
And in a sweat
And my heart is filled with regret
Only to realize that this is not a dream
It is real
Oh I wish you knew how I feel
I feel like I’m in a storm
And I hope that someday soon it gets warm
Because right now my heart is breaking
And aching
This is so hard to accept I find
I am trying to focus on the musical grind
You are going home
However, I feel so alone
But I know you are in a place
Right now it is very difficult to face
I know you went to go see your beautiful Egyptian Queen
It feels like bad dream
A nightmare
One that’s hard to bare
And one that I wish I didn’t have to share
The only thing that I take comfort in is that you are not suffering anymore
That I know for sure
You went to see your beautiful Queen
Whom you haven’t seen in a while
I hope she makes you smile
And I am finding this so hard to take in
I’m feeling so grim
It feels like I'm falling down a hole
Oh how I miss you with all my heart and soul
I feel so down
It feels like there is no one around
I hope this pain dies down
I wish I didn’t feel like this
You were two great people whom I truly miss
I am trying to be strong
I miss you already
And it hasn’t been that long
This is why I wanna make this into a song
In your memory
As I look up in the sky today I wonder if you are watching high
All I can do is sigh
I pray to God that he is taking good care of both of you
Love you and miss you more than you’ll ever know
And it shows

Gone But Never Forgotten. May your souls Rest In Love to my Grandpa and his Queen my Grandma Xoxo