" Under A Dark Sky "

Under A Dark Sky

The longer I became aware, if they were not the determinants, they were not the judges, who could lead where I was going, decide what to do, and make me do things I did not like.

This is my life, and I know that what I do is right, that what I do should be my heart's desire.

With all the supplies I brought from the past, I will live as I want, practice all that I have, keep my promises in the past.

I am not a reflection of you, your perfect self in their eyes, always laughing with them, letting myself sit in a dark dream.

Hugging my leg with my fragile arms, trying to remove the cold penetrated my bones.

Cold, just cold I feel, I see from far away how you joke in laughter.

While I, even the star is not seen to accompany my night, choose to accompany you and accompany those who look more fun to accompany.

Trying to get close, but the rejection I felt before was so sick, too sick that everything I felt was no longer felt, maybe I was numb, my whole body was immune to this.

One, two, three steps I'm approaching, seeing you from behind this dark room, the more my fear to move on, it seems to have been more than enough three steps that I did before, because your shadow is getting bigger, the more obvious I see the lip lenkung you smile.

I will always see you from a distance, but will not change myself to be united with you.

Now I have my own way ....

Author @leeya