I think you are so special in a very wonderful way. Sometimes I think the people who care the most get hurt the most but maybe it is to make us stronger and deeper to be able to feel and express the pain of how people treat each other. Life is hard but it is also wonderful. We just have to cherish the good and happy and learn from the hardships. You Ethan are a wonderful and sensing individual who one day will find a wonderful gift at the end of your rainbow! .....Cabbagepatch! :D