I always enjoy reading your work. I'm glad you're taking some time to write a post that is not super-dupey research intensive. Have fun, explore, then come back and write about your true love. We don't ever want you to reach the opposite pole of love. It would be a shame for this platform if we don't support someone's passion and somehow skew this love into indifference.
It's good motivation to get back into creative writing, at the very least. It's true... love of something can easily turn into indifference with enough discouragement. I'm sure I would have eventually burned myself out.