Turn Off My Future

 I just share my poem here, it was published six months ago in my blog -

A long time ago I turned off my future 

because of it’s uncertainty. 

I love you in past and present  

but can’t love in future 

because of it’s uncertainty. 

I promised to walk together  

but probably I can’t in future 

because of it’s uncertainty. 

You love to hear my song,  

I’m afraid I can’t sing in future 

because of it’s uncertainty. 

I always give you courage,  

but I can’t in future 

because of it’s uncertainty. 

I help your every works,  

but I’m disappointed that I can’t in future 

because of it’s uncertainty. 

I promised you to live for you, 

but I’m afraid , I can’t 

because I wish to die before you in the future 

And it’s not uncertain I pray for it. 

It must not uncertain I can’t live 

without you a moment. 

So, I wish it will not uncertain in future 

My death before you.