Amalgamation (A poem I made)

This is a combination of like 3 different poems of mine I spliced together to sort of create a song for a friend of mine to cover. He hasn't finished it yet, but I felt like posting the lyrics anyways since I've posted a lot of poetry here and I think it's a decent poem.

Amalgamation.

I'm just another manifestation of you.
Perhaps reflecting back some unwanted truths.
To those who don't wanna see me.
I can be too difficult it seems.
So many different paths we choose.
Like the changing seasons..
From the old to the new.
These distinctions perceived.
Yet love still endures.
Echoes keep repeating.
Lost where you can't pursue.
Lured by these fantasies dreamed.
Under this absolutely beautiful moon.
With outrageous wings to reach.
Flying straight fucking through.
Meeting adventurous beliefs.
Often caught pondering, why so few..
Take the time to really help those in need.
Wondering..
Why they do what they do.
Human beings..
Though definitely.. What a view.
Caught out of body with spirits advancing.
Signs and symbols accrued.
Vibrations constantly attracting.
Mysteriously, as if clues.
Towards a direction that's lasting.

(Hook/Chorus)My heart is sick to my stomach.
Yet I'm not gonna give up no matter how much they want it.

Seems like most people don't care about much of anything except themselves..
However if they really cared about themselves..
They'd care about others as well.
So we have this kind of fake self love, under the mask of insecurity itself.
People drowning in their own reflections, selfies to hell.
Narcissistic belligerence to the point it's like being under a spell.
Who do, that kind of voodoo? It's the clueless morons who do.
Haha. Sorry. I shouldn't laugh, they are part of the problem, and it's sad.
As I read all this again, I look in the mirror of myself, and ask.. What if I was that bad?
Maybe I am in some ways, but damn.
Feeling is what makes you human, it's not weak, it's powerful.. It's illustriously moving.
Don't be a robotic consumer.
Life is so much much more, if you can choose it.
Humbly, I died for you. Not cause I wanted your approval.. But because it was right for sure.
Then I resurrected like a Phoenix, phonetically freed.
Destroying false images and idols where observed.
A perpetual battle between spectrums and dichotomies.
Opposites don't always attract and people can be jerks.
Makes me wanna live in a tree.
Out in the middle of no where, yet.. I'm not giving up that easily.
Observed as a god damn angelic beast.
A monster of monsters to the real monsters.
Satan to Satan, six six six reversed, in the devils face as if cursed.

(Hook/Chorus)My heart is sick to my stomach.
Yet I'm not gonna give up no matter how much they want it.

Trying to bring positive energy back to help.
At times it can be grim as hell.
Fortifications built up, shields and shells.
Reinforcements retreating, efforts repelled.
Copious war, false flags, false infidels.
Interwoven resistance, the will to rebel.
Outgrowing the bullshit, it's an insistence.. Tell the world what only you can tell.
Vote with your words and choices.
Be more than numbers in their machine.
Don't be afraid to raise your voices.
Do the world a favor and say what you mean.
If you're gonna be a slave to anything be a slave to love and truth.
Be brave, stick up for the used and the abused.

(Hook/Chorus)My heart is sick to my stomach.
Yet I'm not gonna give up no matter how much they want it.

Looking like a werewolf combined with a vampire.
Out in the wilderness like a savage.
Not preaching to the quire.
Even when haunted by bad magic.
Will continue trying to help and inspire.
Though.. Severely hit the trip wire of tragic.
While immolated in the flames of the minds eyes, brush fires added.
Infernos, volcanic, meteoric desire.
Everything, they try to take it.. I patiently wait and work for, and I try to be a uniter rather than a divider.
To those who still care, you are the resistance.
Keep reaching higher and higher.
Believe in yourselves and those you love.
Defy the tyrants, predators and empire.
Find an inner trust.
Do what your heart requires.
Your light is wanted and needed a bunch.
And.. Your beauty is appreciated and admired.