wow - what a message. I really like the spoken version - I've always wanted to do spoken word but the fear gets to my reading capabilities lol maybe I'll try it out some day.
This poem hit many heart strings for me. I liked these lines especially - I'm well aware of this struggle - I've choked out my share of words

And words start to rain
Down on my tongue and out of my mouth
But word vomit is all that spews out
And that doesn't cut it either
I need to take a breather
But the inhale collides with the exhale
And I damn near suffocate in a fit of hyperventilation
But the emulation
Of these feelings needs to proceed
Because I've got something to say