Welcome to Steemit! I have been eagerly awaiting your arrival, I am glad it got sorted!
For a first post, this is beautiful. Such a lovely poem. This line especially vibed deep with me:
Opening my hands with caution and curiosity I'm able to send you love and I do,
Taking several steps back i misjudge and fall head over heels into my own mistakes

That feeling is hard to put into such concise words and you nailed it.

I look forward to what you'll share with blockchain! I already knew you painted but had no idea that you wrote as well!