I Wonder if this Thing is still On

I wonder if this thing is still on,
Truly where I dare to belong,
Friends and foe alike,

I ask to the screen as I type,
Maybe there is hope for me yet,
Longing to join all the others,
Placing of the bets,

Blogging daily just for fun,
Having ideas written down,
Many they have spun,

Like a web catching votes,
Out to sea with a giant boat,
Whales swimming past,

Me resting steady upon the mast,
Storm is coming soon,
In my heart knowing it'll pass.