I'll Admit - (another poem I wrote in 2016)

in #poem7 years ago (edited)

I'll admit

you've managed to infiltrate my mind again,
I'll admit defeat,
& I'll admit my ego loves to fight its impulsive beliefs,
the fault is mine ?
I kindly disregard accordingly ,
I could do no wrong ,
I'll recite that lyrically ,
Inveigling my modesty,
I've always played a fool
fully fooling me ,
mental ,

And I ,
admire,
truth in disguise ,
That I can't recognize,
Even though it is truth I have disguised,
Neglectfulness ,
Induced oblivion,
Any admonition will be strongly disdained,
Let me relish in grace,
In my seclusion parade,
wails echo down a hall,
Pure elation in all ,
Out spoken , words open , interminable ,
Blessed with my presence certainly laudable
how kind of me,
I'm quite delighted ,
If I didn't know me better I'd forget my
obscure prominent status,
Eminent shadow bravado ,
Forlorn blue sky sailor,
Lone wolf tune howler,

Solo ensemble ,

spewing tailgate ramble,
Playing tunes to my ego ,
Playing tunes to my wrongs,
Playing tunes like a fool,
Till I feel & hear the song,
Till the rhythm becomes grace, And echoes escape my brain
Into radio ripple waves,
Commencing a channel ,
Pouring in sweat ,
dancing in the rain,
Revitalizing euphoria in me,
Once unforeseen ,
Moving
swiftly
with a smile full of humility,
Not a single emotion felt wrong,
Pure nostalgia
I've always played the song ,
Now look how it played me
I abdicated it's rationale,
How I was so wrong
This was the first ,
Or Rather the first of many ,
Fear made me bemoan the unknown
Since I conquered fear never again have I danced alone.

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