Quite honestly... I can not help you to see if you will not open your eyes. The problem is yours. I choose to not help you with it beyond supplying this link to John Podesta's emails - the primary source material. Go and have a happy life...
https://wikileaks.org/podesta-emails/?q=pizza&mfrom=&mto=&title=&notitle=&date_from=&date_to=&nofrom=&noto=&count=50&sort=6#searchresult