I wonder, have you found the evidence that human beings own an inherent obligation, that upon receiving consciousness we are indebted to something? Have you considered this? Are we here to serve a purpose, as in to have a job or to raise a family, or are we here to serve “purpose?” I am using that word in a different way. “Purpose,” as in something both inside and outside of ourselves. “Purpose,” as a thing in itself which we consciously or unconsciously participate in. It is this participation in the serving of purpose that defines one’s state of existence.
Google Erin Rothschild and listen to the interviews, she speaks about her purpose in a different way than you, but the same as in what purpose means: reason/objective/justification.