you're very sweet! I fully support you as a talented musician, and a kind person. Never feel obligated to come check me out....I try to sneak under the radar and drop little tokens of appreciation where I can and where they are truly deserved.
I'm sorry you've also gone through the experience of loss at this time of year. It's never easy, but you're right. Working on moving on and finding joy doesn't mean that you forget that person or their meaning, but it's still an uphill battle. They loved you, and you loved them, and they would always want you to know that being as happy and as grateful as you can while remembering is the best way to honour them <3