There absolutely is that hole, the one that will never really heal, but, yes... that is exactly how I feel. Because to feel nothing would diminish her, in so many ways.
I know you know.
I celebrate the love of my mother every single day, just by getting up and carrying on my life, just as she would have wanted me to.
Thank you, Paul. I hope your day is amazing, you have been making a great mother and father for over a decade.
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