I'm still here

It has been too long since I posted last. I had planned on making some post before now but the longer I have put it off, the harder it seemed to make a post.

I also haven't been able to get out much to take photos and not having new photos to show off has made me think that I didn't have valuable content to add.

This part of the year is typically busy for me because my work picks up during the summer but over the last month my Grandmother has been in the hospital and she passed away last week.

With this going on a lot of my family had come to visit her in the hospital and visit after she passed. Although I enjoyed seeing them it added a lot stress. We finished cleaning out my Grandmothers apartment yesterday and now with everything done I feel as though I should be able to relax. However as I am trying to spend time with friends, BBQ'ing and celebrating Memorial day I find myself very irritated with others. I don't know why I am feeling this way but it might be part of my grieving since I feel that I haven't really done that yet.

I try to be polite but inside I am screaming.