But it also means I have little reason to live for also, and I do not like being so disassociated from everything.
This is where kids have played a role in life earlier - because it is automatic responsibility and activity.
but the time I spent with Splinterlands is keeping me back from advancing my life in other areas.
What else do you want to do?
. I made it right into the actifit Top100 for 2025 with over 2M steps logged!
That is awesome. Do you find yourself pushing for a few more each day?
Humanity would be better off if she was still around.
By the sounds of things, for sure. I wish I had had the chance to have a decent conversation with her and perhaps get a small amount of influence into her planning future. We need more people who think enough to actually get people changing for the better, rather than making them change to increase profits.
Maybe I'm against the commitment level of children, but I could definitely do better with a bit more responsibility and discipline. Which rolls into point #3...
I need to do more with the pushing and the pulling + a more nutritious whole-food diet during my hectic school days! It not so much the steps because I've always had that soccer-style endurance, but I need more horsepower!
For point 2, I need to learn the tech skills behind streaming and editing. I used to edit for TV for a living, but the technical aspects the past 10 years have kept me off Twitch/YT/3peak. If I want to get serious about building my brand and getting out of USA, it is time I learned this stuff yesterday and get to it.
So far, I can't even keep the consistency of actifit posts but somehow I want to build a personal brand? I need a more strategic plan cuz I'm just grapsing at straws at the moment, grabbing onto whatever feels good.
It would be nice to have quite a few different convos with Jane about how things are going in this world. She would have been fighting like hell against this state of affairs and putting in the work to create the future she wanted. Miss her all the time. We are all worse off without her around anymore.
Yeah, I get that. More the point that having children makes the responsibility default. Without them, we seem to lack defaults so have to find responsibility. The community is the target.
So many ways to start getting into this with a low bar - just do it!
It is such a compelling way to live, but I think it is ultimately unrewarding as it leaves us feeling empty. That might just be me though.
She would have been fighting like hell against this state of affairs and putting in the work to create the future she wanted.
Often the people we need, seem to be the ones taken first.
Like my Nikes are talking to me. So you are saying I should stop making excuses ehh?