I did, rather badly.
Everyone has their point of seduction, and for rational idealists a cleverly worded explanation supporting our ideology is like a plump and nipply boob getting stuck in our mouth ;>
My point here is not to stress over the intersection between ideology and reality.
All theories work until they meet reality ;>
Yep, asking questions is good.
When someone tells you not to question or challenge then that is a big red flag.