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I have always only found answers regarding myself and my immediate environment. Psychs have left me with more questions than answers about the nature of reality. It did help me to accept that which I don't understand.

I agree that things make sense during the journey itself, but reintegration of abstractions is difficult as hell

Bring out the DMT :D

I am fortunate enough to have access, but the stuff does a very convincing impression of meeting gods and spirits. For the week after a trip I spend the bulk of my energy to not start collecting crystals, treating my chronic illness with homeopathy and Reiki and growing dreadlocks.