Thank you for your thoughtful reply. On the first point, I don't think that sounds fatalistic. We frame our existence around our mortality. I wonder two things around this though: a) are we promised death? (is there reincarnation, immortality or some other form of afterlife?) and b) if death is the only route to freedom, doesn't that become the ultimate bind?(Are we afraid of it, do we chase other pursuits to escape it?)
On the second, please don't be ashamed of your faith in the divine. I totally agree with you that there has been a lot of distortion regarding the various faiths. More a propos, there's Milton's quote "Sturdy enough to stand; free to fall." In any case, I don't have a particularly valid critique of faith. Sometimes, it feels that there is a projection of human will onto 'divine' will. I've realized that it would be very difficult for me to be a monk or totally devoted to a faith, i.e. not participate in the inflicting of pain and suffering upon others and removal of all personal desire, even if I want to. In terms of freedom, single-minded focus could be the way to go. You would have to basically remove yourself from society and be self-sufficient not to participate in the mass-corruption. In the end, are you saying that prayer for forgiveness and unrelenting devotion to the divine is the only way to be free?
This is one of the things I'm still trying to understand myself. I could share my opinions on it, but it's still not an definitive answer, the fact is none of us alive here and now know.
I can agree with that, but death would be freedom from the pursuit of death, thereby granting that ultimate freedom... maybe.
I love the Milton quote. While I hold a very high regard for my perspective on faith/religion, I don't feel eternally bound by it. I still have too many questions myself to view it as a perfect summation of my beliefs. I call myself a Christian, but it's not a Christianity like ~90% of people who call themselves such. Where most people view it as if you're joining an exclusive club, I view it as almost the opposite. My faith has made me more free to love everyone whether or not they believe the same things I do. I'd rather err on the side of being too loving and forgiving than to be too hard-hearted against people who don't agree with me. Like you said, I feel a lot of people have started projecting their own emotions and feelings onto their image of G-d rather than trying to understand a will outside of themselves. I'm a very different person than I was a few years ago simply because I stopped trying to make my religion into what I wanted it to be.
In a sense, yeah, but I believe that has to get expressed through love and compassion to everyone outside of yourself, self-sacrificial and all. If I believe G-d shows unconditional love (a Christian cliche/axiom), and I want to be like G-d then I need to be the same.
That is really beautiful that through your faith you've become less tied to your own kin and broadened your scope/acceptance of people. We need more of you!
I personally believe you are onto something. "Be the change you want to see in the world." No? If you are not particularly expecting anything in return, then I think it works. Once expectation comes into play, that's it, right? Then we're back into desiring for selfish gains, then bound again.
Thanks, I was raised to try to make the world a better place, I'm just trying to do that. :-)