Nice, really nice piece. I am finding my brain getting back it's fitness since i've started getting more active here and it also gets me to breathe a little and it has helped getting me a little more motivated.
Best meds ever though is self motivation. Forcing myself to tackle every day with a strict conviction that I will finish what I start and will not allow anything to get in the way and if something does get in the way I will find a way over or around it.
I did get a bit gloomy lately, but took a deep breath and rerouted. Those magic pills don't exist and if you allow that black hole to swallow you it doesn't let go easily if ever.
I believe in telling myself that nothing is that bad and before long I'm through the dark water. Those walks down a dark passage and before you know it you're opening a door where a light is on.
Is the pieces I write here helping me, hell yes, in many ways. Hope you feel better soon mate. More ginger, garlic and chicken soup.